let me start off by saying im a whiny cry baby so i do this about a lot of stuff.

but i have been feeling ashamed of my interests like the sega dreamcast, artistic hobbies, etc. i see little kids doing video game commentaries. if i play a old game i feel like im reliving the past and wasting my time. i feel like im obsessing and not growing up and i should feel ashamed and find a grown man hobby. im not gonna lie i see some of you guys and your youtube channel and you look like men in a child's room hoarding your childhood with your manchild money. like i said i fight this myself everyday. i dont know what to think of it. i have a immense feeling that its unproductive and bad.